An assortment
I shake my sheets and clear my bed of spiders, only to lay down and have one crawl over my leg. I swear I can’t get rid of them.
I honestly think they come from my hair, traveling in from outside on my porch and under trees. I’ve gotta do something about this…or just get used to it. They’re important to the food chain, to nature…but gross.
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Alex Lindy! If you still use your tumblr, remember that one time we ran into each other in Westport?
I’m not the biggest KC fan and I was super ready to go home, but I did appreciate seeing your smiling face. Also you should blog more, also I liked being around you as a human.
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Who pays $12 to see Appleseed Cast at the Riot Room and then not listen to the music? To me, what seemed like a lot of people.
Not me, it was free, and even then I listened because that’s.why.you.go! How could you even do anything else over the insanely too loud sound at the RR. Talk about perma-hearing damage. Worth it for Nate, Jenny and Chris time and watching/listening to Nate do is his ‘job’ and do it well.
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I think Rusty and I are destined to miss each other until Fall comes. This Summer is not ours.
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I need to leave Lawrence for at least a week, just to clear my head. Just to remember who I am, minus all this junk that’s been bouncing in between my ears lately.
I really, really wish this was possible, but it isn’t. As much as I love the Merc, they don’t offer vacation time until after a year. So…I gotta suck it up, as my Dad would say.
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Did you know ______, that getting to chat with you, makes my day sometimes. You’re just refreshing, so the opposite of every other emotionally stunted, egotistical, self centered dude that can play an instrument in this town. Smart, shy, funny, hard-working and humble. That’s why I liked you then, that’s why I ‘hung out’ with (dated) you, that’s why I still would. For me, with more time comes a feeling of it making even more sense than I thought initially. But, with more time also comes a decreasing likelihood that it would ever happen again anyway. It might seem desperate, but it’s not-I’m reasonable and also well adjusted to independence-I can handle unrequited feelings, even for long periods of time, as long as it’s known that I don’t need to be with anyone, I like being on my own most of the time. I just think you’re rad enough that I would choose/like to be with you.
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Fin.
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